this is probably my last time blogging before i leave singapore for the volunteer trip to cambodia.. flight’s this friday morning 6am.. sorry if i forgot to inform anyone that i’ll be away for two weeks.. so if anyone has any important stuff pls email me but i’ll reply two weeks later.. hahas.. yep that’s all i’m too tired to blog about attachment and stuff.. awww no dance for two weeks!! bless me..
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today’s the second day of camp.. or rather it should’ve been the second day of camp.. argh thinking of it makes me so pissed.. had fdc and talentime practice ytd.. did not go for fdc training coz i was having a sore throat and what’s the point of going to fdc training with a sore throat.. talentime ytd was fun!! for the first time there were like sooo many audience.. lol.. and halfway through practice came a group of guys who wanted to use half the space to play soccer.. i was kind enough to give them half the space and guess what?! they kicked the bloody ball and it hit my bottle to the floor!! now there’s like two dents in my bottle.. what dammit luck i have!! anyway i’m quite glad to see talentime peeps improving.. from the first training till now there’s a marked improvement but still not enough to grasp the championship though.. or that’s what i feel.. hahas.. ytd had loads of fun looking at the peeps dance.. after practice went to have dinner at bk.. the burger totally sux.. tastes of the yucky oil that might have not been changed for months.. having a performance at royal thai embassy this sunday.. haven been performing for quite some time so pray hard i don’t screw up.. hahas.. these few days been having dreams of owning a bungalow with a dance studio in it.. lol.. i’m sooo mad about dance!!
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argh i’m soo caught in a dilemma.. and holidays are here but they are not meant to be.. none of my holidays seem to be holidays at all.. anyway went for sk cultural night ytd and it was exactly what i had expected except the journey to and fro was a horrible one or should i say adventurous one.. hahas.. ccas are driving me mad.. so is school.. i can’t wait to graduate and start earning some bucks for soo many stuffs that i wanna have.. another one and a half years to go..
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have been thinking these few days that i should really consider giving up one of my CCA and concentrate on my studies and clinics.. results haven’t been too good and exams are coming.. one more semester to year 3.. time really flies.. and yet i’ve realised i’ve done so little these 1 and a half years.. but the problem is i can’t bear to give up any of my CCAs.. why did i even joined any of them in the first place.. i’m kinda in a dilemma.. haiz.. big headache.. anyway hope i get my mp3 next week.. heex looking forward to it..
damn bloody mp3.. ordered it during june and it’s arriving only on august.. still needa wait like one more bloody month.. wad lousy service.. hahas..
had talentime practice today.. venue changed from music room to hall.. so pathetic.. coz of band.. argh can’t they build more music rooms.. the school’s facilities sux.. well anyway today wasn’t that bad except for those who didn’t practice at home.. finally had my first stretching after not stretching for five days coz of the damn flu bug.. so shiok to be back dancing.. but injured my hand ytd during dance practice.. argh so suay.. now it’s so damn pain lar.. anyway this friday’s muster parade and all the best to rc.. don’t malu me.. oh yes and i saw those names who didn’t turn up for rc training last week.. bloody hell the attendance is really pissing me off.. i’m gonna do something bout it!!
i’m kinda slack after not dancing for five days.. how nice to slack.. heeX.. dead tired.. off to sleep!!
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hols are gonna be over soon t_t.. this means i cant go down to red cross as often.. anyway had sfa training and talentime practice today.. i’ll never ever be a teacher.. its so horrible to teach a class of just twenty people.. well sfa training was boring i guess.. but i dun have a choice do i?? mostly theory today.. the practical part was total crap.. i wonder if half of those who took the exams can pass.. after sfa training had talentime practice..
sfa was dragged till ard one so talentime started at ard two.. we trained at the multi purpose hall somewhere near school because all the keys werent in the office.. its so sucky the damn sch.. did stretching first and this time we had music to accompany the stretching.. hahas.. all thanks to me for buying the player =))!! halfway thru we had to shift to another multi purpose hall because some people were gonna use the multi purpose hall which we were using.. after stretching went thru those stuff that i tot last week.. din really see any improvement except one or two of them.. after the recap went straight into choreo.. hahas today was better because i’m sure most of them really dropped dead after the training because we were practically dancing non-stop thru out the training.. thats the way i want practices to be!! dance till you drop!! hahas.. this wed theres another training and its gonna be a long one..
after talentime training went to hougang mall.. wanted to get a mp3 from singpost but when i went in they said that i have to place an order.. dammit lar!! so after that went to eat at kfc.. din eat anything at all coz dinner was waiting for me at home.. derek and kavitha also din eat anything.. well actually kavitha did steal a bit of fries from yvonne.. hahas.. derek is such an idiot beating my ally up.. and my useless ally cant even shield me from the blows.. hahas jk jk!! after that went to shop a bit before going off.. something stupid happened while i went into a shop name bluez and tried on a plastic ring.. the damn ring slipped on my finger easily but when i wanted to remove it.. guess wad?? it stuck to my finger like super glue.. its so stupid coz i was trying to take off the ring for like five mins and kavitha even helped me but she couldnt get it off.. hahas.. in the end i had to amputate my finger!! hahas jkjk.. it came off after like five to ten mins of tugging real hard at it.. after that went to value dollar shop and the damn calvin really was behaving like an idiot blocking me wherever i went.. and when i went out of the shop.. derek attacked me.. all the idiots.. hahas.. anyway after that we went to the busstop and i saw aminah in a really bad mood.. probably because of syf or maybe because i threatened to send her back to indonesia if she din do her duty well.. that slacker!! hahas jkjk!! well anyway the first thing i did when i came home was to place my order.. hahas.. im crazy over the mp3!! =PP
PS: ah choo still owe me something
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i’m feeling so high till someone said something that really made me feel so bad.. i’m juz freaking disappointed with myself.. arghs!! forget it.. let’s talk about red cross..
so many competitions coming up soon.. just had talenttime practice today.. was fun teaching those cadets of mine.. yeps i’m starting to feel that there’s at least some hope.. but now the problem is that we do not have any music to dance to.. hahas.. nvm let’s leave that to thursday.. almost everyday’s red cross.. i really pity the cadets.. but how to gain when there’s no pain..
dance practices have also increased in duration.. and more steps to learn.. it’s mentally stressing but i just seem to enjoy it.. hahas.. i’m perverted.. exams coming up real soon.. and i haven’t started a single thing.. and attachment is getting more and more advanced.. in two weeks time i’ll be treating real live patients!! omg i just can’t seem to accept it.. my mum sprained her ankle two days ago and it still isn’t any better.. and i can’t seem to help at all.. i’m feeling so useless.. arghs i still can’t get over what i just heared!! i’m feeling so low.. low.. low..
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it’s almost impossible to blog wad happened the last few weeks.. coz i can’t remember wad happened exactly.. hahas.. think i’ve got super short term memory.. pple who know me well enough should know that.. anyway i’ve been tied down by sooo many events.. both CCAs went berserk at the same time and i’ve still got tonnes of stuff yet to settle.. work never seems to end.. and i’m super fucking pissed by some pple’s attitude towards work.. i dun wanna say names.. some pple are so lazy that i think that they should juz die right away.. hahas.. i’m crazy.. anyway i’ve took time to update myself bout recent happenings by reading few blogs.. btw i’m also freaking pissed by the word attendance.. because in both CCAs attendance really piss me off.. i salute those who can piss me off because my tolerance level is super high.. let’s see wad happens to those idiots.. bless them..
went out with my sec sch frens last sunday.. finally had a decent outing this year.. my first i think.. i really enjoyed myself.. thanks guys!! hope to cya guys more often!!
PS:
To Christina: dun be an idiot.. hahas
To Kavitha: dun give up!!
To Sakinah: dun worry too much.. i’m sure your bro will be fine
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got my handphone bill for this month.. and guess what?! it exploded again!! argh shit!! but i really tried reducing the number of sms sent by alot.. and it’s really alot.. it was reduced by half but it still exceeded.. dammit!!
anyway this week was so much better than last week.. at least managed to have 8 hours of sleep for some of the days.. hahas.. but as usual there were some days that were hell.. been looking forward to next week because we’re going to start injections on one another.. hahas.. sounds scary right.. but i think it’s going to be real fun!! after that we’re going to start treating patients.. lucky for me that i did not quit the course last year because it’s starting to get fun.. i’m also getting closer with few of my friends who also share the same thinking as me.. well.. it’s hard to find such people and it’s a nice feeling to be able to share the same thoughts as someone..
been thinking much recently and realised it’s been almost more than 6 months since i last had a proper outing with my friends.. i’m really starting to miss those days.. recently i also realised that i’m always the odd one in a group.. take last week for example.. my lecturer treated my class to lunch at an indonesian restaurant and i was the only one who couldn’t make it.. dammit!! this week i signed up for an elective with my other friends and the first lesson i went was super "malu".. realised i was the only guy there after sitting in the lecture for like 10 minutes.. then keep kena called by the lecturer for role playing and was so damn embarassing.. but the lecturer is super funny.. hahas!!
had dance audition for the freshies this week.. time really flies.. last year i was still junior and this year i’m senior..sounds so old.. hahas.. anyway the audition was very fun.. just love it!! some of the freshies super funny.. next week’s totally packed with dance.. oh yar i’m back to wearing spectacles.. *sigh*.. mum says that contacts is bad for the eyes.. well.. hope i don’t look stupid in the glasses.. hahas.. tomorrow’s public holiday.. cheers!!
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sithis week’s been totally packed.. missed the first 3 days of school because of dance performances.. and of coz my lecturers were not quite happy with me.. can’t help it anyway.. many things happened.. both bad and good.. well.. it’ll take years for me to blog all out.. hahas.. been missing my stops recently.. probably because of tiredness.. had a stiff neck on friday because i slept all my way to school.. hahas.. went to a concert "Burn The Floor" just now.. one word to describe it.. perfect!! just wished i could dance like them.. anyway i wanna apologise to those peeps whom i couldn’t go out with.. sorry sorry.. hope i manage to survive through next week.. well.. bless me..
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